i wish

came home after the airport session
it felt so much emptier
and that pang of hollow
that's getting all too familar
each time you go ..

picked and safe-placed
all belongings
just need to eliminate
all spots, bumps and traces
that would add to the bleeding
of this wounded heart

am not looking forward
to waking up
in the midst of the nite
searching,
wondering
and coming to terms
with this stretching distance
all over again

life goes on
o yes - i will be okay
just that
- i wish ...

insignificant

i cud be better
without that insignificant feeling
suddenly the excitement dies down
and i wish
time went slower

mungkir

Pada penyaksian
sebuah
ketidaksetiaan
kemungkiran
membawa aku
ke singkapan
perjalanan yang lalu

Hancur luluh
kala terbongkar
kesah pencerobohan
pada sedunia harapan

Gementar
perit
kecewa
gagal
kesal
berbaur
kehampaan
dan
kesedihan

Hatiku berserta
sungguh kesian
pada insan
yang berharap
pada kesetiaan zawaja

Peristiwa luka
mengajar
kupupuk dalam diri
hidupkan harapan
hanya padaMu Tuhan

Engkau tak pernah memungkiri janjiMu

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